Good and Bad News

Today,the psychology class had been cancelled because Mr Shankar suffered from food poisoning.We were extremely delighted to receive this "good new" because we needn't to suffer for two more hours listening to the elusive and tedious lecture.He sent an email to us and stated there the test will be conducted as usual haiz.But we just need to study until Gate control theory of pain,which meant we needn't to study for another new topic.This is the reason i am updating my blog(if the test covers that new topic,i have to study and have no mood to update my blog anymore haha).Tomorrow is holiday but not much people onlining today.I guess everybody is struggling with their psychology textbook and i am still updating my blog now,feel so guilty.Yesterday the TOEFL class was cancelled too because Miss Penny had sprained her knee and has to go through an operation.I wonder whether she is at Muar Hospital now or not.She will only come back in September and all the AUP classes will be taken over by Professor Lim.Really don't know it is a good new or bad new because we will be taught by an experienced lecturer but later on we will have a lot of homework under Prof Lim class.To all my friends: don't be surprise when u see me getting fat after this.The main reason is that i lose self-control and keep eating while i am studying.Now,i can understand what is the stimulus that contributes to obesity from Psychology perspective.

Summary of the weekend

Haha home is always a paradise for me.Yesterday I arrived at Muar at about 7pm.After coming back,the only things that I did was watching television and eating.I slept at 9pm and ended up doing nothing.If I stayed back at Inti,at least I would revise my homework and finish half the chapter 2 of psychology.Today,I woke up at 9pm.Hardy believe that I had slept for 12hours!Although I slept for 12hours,i was not reinvigorated at all.I even felt more tired and quite slothful to do my homework.I went to take my hearty breakfast with my mum and then went to Popular for window shopping.In the afternoon,bro made a chicken pizza and an apple pie.We became his guinea pigs but luckily the things that he made were quite delicious.Well I discovered my relationship with my family has been improved since I leave this home to further my study at Inti.Dad shows more concerns towards me.Before this when I was sicked,dad never utter a word to ask about my condition.But this time when i came back,he asked a lot of questions about my current study life at Inti.I lose something when i decided to accept jpa offer but at the end i know i gain much more than i expected especially in establishing a good relationship with my family.

Sunday(27/7/08)
Today i went to consult the doctor to seek treatment for the big wound on my leg. OMG there were so many ppl at the clinic and i was informed by the clinic assistant that i had to wait for another 30minutes.Being impatient,su huo and I went to eat ais kacang and stroll around the street.After that,we went back again to the clinic.I was so down when I the doctor told me that if the wound doesn't shrink after one week,i have to go through one minor surgery to remove the disgusting wound.OMG SURGERY.Never in my wildest mind that i have to go through a surgery just because of this "small" wound..I never realise that my condition was so severe and i kept eating poisonous stuff like chicken and prawn.The doctor gave me two types of strong antibiotic and asked me to prescribe the medicines until the wound shrinks completely.Wow,for the next few days,i cant eat any chicken and egg anymore.I have to take a lot of green vegetables and fruits.Maybe this will help me to eradicate constipation also haha.Hope that the wound will shrink within one week.Otherwise i cant imagine what will happen when the doctor gives me an analgesic injection....don't dare to describe the details anymore.And the most important thing is i had bought otak-otak for my friends.Hope they would appreciate it haha.

Ambivalence

Have i made the right decision?After reading Fattchi's blog,i felt like i am facing the same situation as him.Although i couldnt really understand what had happened to him,but i guess it is because of the tremendous stress that made him feel like crying.It is really stressful to study together with all the JPA scholars,u might worry that you cant catch up with the rest.You might worry other people will do better than u in the examination.Sometimes,t makes me feel small and I think I am not qualified to be here.That feeling is really terrible and i want to eliminate it as fast as possible.I know i am not alone.I have family and friends who are always there to share my sorrow as well as difficulties.After studying at Inti,i know my family plays a pivotal role in my life.Without them,maybe I wont be able to lead an enjoyable study life here.Really appreciate what they had done for me..It is quite ambivalent to say that currently i lead an enjoyable and carefree study life.I am inundated with various examinations and tests.This is undoubtedly not enjoyable at all.On the other hand,I feel very delighted to have some new friends who are humorous and can be hysterical at time. I am not completely contented with my current life because it is really an miserable experience to separate with my lovely family and friends.I miss the time we had together during our preparation for the SPM examination.Afterall,all these had become history but i will definitely store these memorable experience as my long-term memory.

Mission of going home

Ooops...left about 24hours i will go back to Muar again.I have a noble mission to be carried out during this weekend.I need to buy otak-otak for my friends when i go back to muar.I guess by the time i come back to Inti again,the otak-otak wont taste delicious anymore.Therefore,i plan to buy "lo po beng" and "dao sa bia" at Yong Seng biscuit gift shop.After this week,I wont go back anymore until the term break because I am inundated with a lot of assignments and tests.The most thing is nobody is going to fetch me back.Yuxin will have back-up class every saturday and Caryn's brother is not going back every week.Thus,i have to "suffer" here for three weeks before i go back to enjoy my 6days short break.After the short term break,we will have our mid-term exam in September haiz...start to become "examination machine"again.I thought college and university life will be carefree and relaxing whereby we needn't to study everyday.I used to see my sister travelled around Malysia during her university life and always did last-minute preparation for her exam,but still could get good result.I thought i will go through the same processes as her,but i am totally wrong.Actually it depends on us whether we want to lead an enjoyable or hectic study life.Well I choose to lead a moderate study life with entertainments and studies.Online,yam cha and exploring inti "dating street" will be part of my entertainment.As our senior said "study hard,play harder"entertainment is equally important as studying(haha i am trying to find a plausible reason to escape from studies,especially to study for the psychology that i "like" so much).

I hate psychology so much

Hmmm...studying Psychology is such a miserable task for me.I know it is an very interesting subject that can help us to understand more about our behaviours and emotions.However,it is so abstract and elusive that i can hardly understand the main context of a particular chapter.The textbook is so thick and the words are so small that lull me to sleep while i am reading it.What hell is that?I thought today will be a propitious day for me because there were only SAT(MATH) and psychology class.Out of my expectations,i received a bad news during the psychology class:we will have a test which covers 4 chapters next Friday.We study 4chapters within one month.Can u imagine how fast is our progress?And the most terrible thing is no multiple-choice questions for the test.We are required to answer 2 out of 4 essays.One essay gives 50 marks!I really don't know how am i going to sit for the test.Just prepare to create my own stories,like what i had done during my Form 5 History Examination.Studying is an enduring process which requires patience,determination,enthusiasm and assiduous effort.I still have a log way to go.Hope everything will go on smoothly without much obstacles.May God bless me!

Donoe what to write

Posting my blog at Inti's computer lab while printing my microecon slides.The TOEFL class has been cancelled.I hate Monday so much because there are a lot of free periods between the classes.Waste a lot of time go back to hostel and then come out again to attend class.Today Miss Sheila taught so fast that i found it extremely hard to catch up with her pace.Now i realise the consequences of beind lazy and abandoning my homework haha.Next time i should make earlier preparation so that i can understand and assimilate what is being taught easily.(continue with my blog at my room).Really dont know what to write anymore.Next time i should buy a digital camere so that i can catch pictures wherever i go and upload all my pictures at my blog.Then,my blog wont be so dull and verbose

back to campus again

Today i arrived at Inti at about 5.30pm.Haiz..start of the mundane and sedentary study life again.Guess what i took for my dinner...the answer is:2 slices of bread with peanut jam,one cup of hot milo and 6pieces of biscuits.I wondered why i was so hungry that i kept gobbled up my food.Actually it is extremely hard to post a blog everyday because all the routines are the same and it is meaningless for me to post all the blogs of the same content..However,i will try to post a blog everyday even though really nothing special happens on a particular day.Maybe i can write about the people that i have met and their behaviour.Well sometimes if you are friendly towards one person,she or he maybe inimical to you.I had came across this type of people a few weeks ago.Feel very disappointed with this people and start to mingle less with her.She has her own friends and i have my own friends too.All the efforts that i had done before this were futile.Some people are very selfish and unwilling to help other people.They will only approach you when they want to seek your help or get some benefits from you.People are so merciless that they will never lend their helping hand when you are in hot water.Different people have different behaviours,sensations and perceptions.I doubt this is the reason we study Psychology.Hope this coming week will be propitious to me.

Home Sweet Home

Hooray finally arrived at my home..home is just like paradise,very comfortable and cosy.I spent 1hour sleeping inside the car and by the time i woke up,i even dont know i had arrived at Muar.Damn tired...maybe because yesterday spent a lot of time strolling around the campus.I should sleep earlier then i could chat more with yuxin and queenie. After coming back,i feel like i had been isolated from the outside world for a long time already:dont know what is the latest drama and movie,dont know what is the current political issue now...just like i am not longer belong to this society anymore.Haiz..the consequence of not having a laptop.If i bring my laptop there,i can get the latest news for free.Iam going to bring my laptop this week.However,sis doesnt want to lend hers to me.She asked me to "rent" it from her with RM100 per month.U see...what type of sis is this ah?I will accept the "terms and regulations" temporarily 1st,for i realise that my sis wont be so merciless to me rite?2molo i will try to persuade her until i am able to use the laptop for free

Haunted Mansion

Today i spent not much time on my studies.Guess what i had done...Well after coming back from the class at 2pm,i went to Jyo Lyn's room to watch a super funny video clip named "XK-II" posted by her friend in his blog."Ding...","PONG PONG PONG" haha. Jyo Lyn and Wui Yarn u know what i am talking about rite?Really had a lot fun watched the video clip...even after we watched it for 3times already,we still can laugh until our tears dropped down.We were completely mad at that time.After watching the video clip,i took my bath and started to do my homework.At about 6pm,Jyo Lyn,Wui Yarn,Dai Lo,Justin Sai Lo,Fatt Chi and I went to the field to play FREESBIE.Heard of this game before this?It is just like an UFO..Actually it WAS Justin and Fattchi who wanted to play,our role was just accompanying them.I ended up playing freesbie with Wau Yarn while Jyo lYN and Dai Lo ended up...guess what they did?they just sat there and started their "dating conversation" lo haha.At about 8.30pm i started my group discussion about the psychology assignment with my other group members.At last,we decided on our topic for this assignment:Human's memory is affected by nature or environmental factor?we were vacillating whether to choose aggression or memory as our topic.After much consideration,we chose MEMORY because it is easier to conduct a survey on this topic among the Inti students.We ended our discussion at about 10pm but still cannot come up with a perfect proposal.i still didnt give up my "mission" of persuading Jyo Lyn to accompany me to the haunted mansion.Finally,she decided to go with me after Tee Jin invited her to go along with the guys(you see i am not as influential as the guys...sad ah..haha)By the time i arrived at MPH i bought the ticket without much hesitation.It was at this time a "ghost" with red shirt and bloody face came towards us.My imagination was so good that i keep reminding myself that a real ghost was just beside me.I kept escaping wherever the "ghost" came towards us.Jyo Lyn,Kay Yee and Hui Zhen decided not to go into the haunted mansion anymore.If the "ghost" didnt appear at the entry site,i am sure we would enter the haunted mansion without much consideration. OMG i bought my ticket aldy.I dont dare to explore the mansion on my own.Luckily,i sold the ticket to an Indian guy.Maybe i should listen to Justin's advice not to waste my money playing all these things.Haiz... That's end of my Thursday(i will upload the photo of the "ghost" after this)

Psychology Assignment

OMG starting from this week i will be inundated with assignments.Yesterday,Mr Shankar,who is our Psychology Lecturer gave us 1st assignment.We are allowed to choose any topic that we like and we are required to produce a proposal before we indulge in our survey and research.I am in the same group with Yong Perng,Celina and Li.After much brainstorming,we decided on the topic "Are human naturally selfish?".It is a quite interesting topic and i think everyone of us is very familiar with this issue.After much introspection,Who dare to say he or she is generous and not selfish at all?our task is to find out whether human are selfish attributed to genetic or environment factor?i tried to search some related and relevant information from the Internet.However,it was extremely hard to find an article about this topic.I was infuriated and frustrated,ended up finding nothing.The only outcome that i got was chatting with my friends.Felt very guilty for wasting 2hours time sitting in front of the laptop.....i scare i will be addicted to the laptop in the coming days.I cant never let this happen. I must control myself now but it is always easier said than done haha.Today,we had a discussion and decided to change our assignment topic.What is the topic?i don't know too.We will seek some advice from the psychology genius,who is none other than our Farabi.Farabi is really an expert in psychology field.Every time we attended our psychology class,he would be the one who contributed a lot of idea on a particular psychology issue.We would be amazed at his opinions.I guess he has done a lot of research while we are still depending on the knowledge from the textbook....haiz...

enjoyable study life

Wau today Miss Penny asked us to write as one of the way to improve writing skill.Iam not going to write diary on a book.Instead,i am going to update my blog everyday.For the TOEFL iBT TEST(internert-based test),we are going to sit for the exam using computer.That means i have to type my essay but not to write.Therefore,i have to improve my typing speed starting from now onwards.Wow updating my blog is the only way that can help me to kill two birds at one time.This week is the 2nd week i study at Inti.I begin to enjoy the life for i starting to make more new friends.Before this,i kept complaining to Caryn that the study life at Inti is very boring and hectic.She told me that actually there are a lot of entertainments here and the environment here is picturesque.However,at that time,i only realised the only entertainment here was online and it was so boring to stay alone inside the room when my roommate went back to her relative's house.I even felt homesick.This never happen when i studied at matric before this because matric is so near to my house and i can go back every week.After studying at Inti,i cant go back every week for i have to take a bus on my own.I have to take a bus from Inti to KTM station.Then from KTM station,i have to take KTM to Pudu bus station.I hate Pudu bus station so much because it is so dirty and congested there.The whole process of going home will take a very long time.Hmm...how i wish i was born in Seremban.(sound ridiculous rite?)I thought my weekend will be meaningless if i didnt go back,but now i have some interesting things to do during weekend...onlining,eating,chatting...all these activities r going to eliminate my .Looking forward to the next weekend( this weekend i am going back... so happy)