Kind of writing testimonial...haha
U lo...one more ppl force me to post a blog specially for you.Caryn is to be blamed after all.
Well have to clarify here before i start.All the things i type after this all are truth and will never contain any lie.Dont blame me if you feel uncomfortable with any content here.Promise me.
Well Yu Xin,you are really perfect and got nothing to criticise you anymore.You are perfect in terms of IQ,EQ,BEAUTY,SPORTS,LEADERSHIP and various personalities.
I cant imagine i can have such perfect friend.Everybody praise you,and tell you frankly la sometimes we are jealous of you because you are really perfect.Sometimes,i dread of going out with you.It makes me feel small and have no confidence to talk with you.That's why i seldom talk to you unless i really have something important to ask you haha (have you noticed tis).But going out with you is kind of relaxing especially when buying accessories because you are an expert in this field and is the best ppl among us to give the most precious opinion.
You are really a good listener.Every time when i face with some problems,you are the one think of after family because i do think that you are mature in your thinking.You seem
like having more experience than anyone of us.You are just like our BIG SISTER.
Really nothing to criticise about you because you have no weakness.I do think that every human must have their own weakness but i cant rarely find one weakness from you.Maybe becoming too perfect is your weakness haha.I hope i can as calm as you when facing problem,i hope i am as mature as you,as clever as you...I hope i have some inheritance of your genes haha.
You are quite an introvert (is it a weakness? and not easy to share your problems with other people.I seem to know less about your feelings.Hope next time i will have the pleasure to share your problem esp when you have a new boyfriend haha.
Time moving relentlessly.Two-year time(although we had been in the same class for many years aldy) is too short for me to discover more about you.But what i can assure is you will become a successful professional,wife and mother in the future.If i am a man,i sure will woo you and marry you without any hesitation haha.
ok la stop here.Wish
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
to Kai Xin
Haiz...one more people forced me to post a blog specially for her.That is you-Kai Xin.
I have to type a passage also.Otherwise,u will say i am not fair.Ok lo,take it as a present specially for you before we separate.Hope you will appreciate it.
Well what am i going to write after this all are truth because i want to make my blog free of lie.If i write anything that will make u feel uncomfortable please forgive me.Take it as a chance to know what are your weaknesses.We may begin now...
Hmm...know you for five years aldy.I still remember we had been sat together in the class when we were in form 1.You were the class monitor at that time. Everybody including our classmates and teachers liked you so much because u can joke very well.Actually,during lower secondary school,i dont know your personalities quite well because we seldom chatted with each other.The only impression you left for me is-a girl with good English who always like to laugh.That's all what i knew about you.
Then after studying in form4,we seem to mingle with each other quite often and suddenly got a lot of things to talk about.Maybe it was because the class is too small and we can walked around freely to chat and joke.Well at that time it was really happy to have you as my friend.You are a friendly and helpful girl(dont be too happy 1st.maybe u will cry later haha).We even hung up together at Wetex and KFC at that time.It is my pleasure to know you and i was quite regretted at that time for not knowing you earlier.We had an enjoyable and memorable school life in form 4.Form 4 was really honeymoon year.
The disaster came when we were in form 5.We had lot of quarrels and arguments.Sometimes,i seem cannot agree with your opinions in some incidents.I did think that you were very stubborn and realistic.What you did must have a reason behind it.It was not the Kai Xin i knew before this.Sometimes,u pretended to be very fierce for u were the head prefect.But we think that it had a negative effect instead.Because the Kai Xin we knew is a cheerful girl and not used to be so fierce with us.It is very "annoying".Maybe it was because we cant adapt ourselves to all these changes.After all,what to be blamed was not you,it was the "head perfect" post.It seem like every head perfect have to sacrifice something esp. friendship.
Well i can see very clearly that you are changing to better now.At least i cant use the word "annoying" to describe you anymore.If you are still very annoying,then i wont went out with you for so many times aldy.And i wont waste so much money to sms with u and set u as my "active 10".It is still a pleasure to have u as my friend.Hope to see an even better kx.
Hope u will forgive me for pointing out your weaknesses.Dont be angry ya.
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
KEEP IN TOUCH O
I have to type a passage also.Otherwise,u will say i am not fair.Ok lo,take it as a present specially for you before we separate.Hope you will appreciate it.
Well what am i going to write after this all are truth because i want to make my blog free of lie.If i write anything that will make u feel uncomfortable please forgive me.Take it as a chance to know what are your weaknesses.We may begin now...
Hmm...know you for five years aldy.I still remember we had been sat together in the class when we were in form 1.You were the class monitor at that time. Everybody including our classmates and teachers liked you so much because u can joke very well.Actually,during lower secondary school,i dont know your personalities quite well because we seldom chatted with each other.The only impression you left for me is-a girl with good English who always like to laugh.That's all what i knew about you.
Then after studying in form4,we seem to mingle with each other quite often and suddenly got a lot of things to talk about.Maybe it was because the class is too small and we can walked around freely to chat and joke.Well at that time it was really happy to have you as my friend.You are a friendly and helpful girl(dont be too happy 1st.maybe u will cry later haha).We even hung up together at Wetex and KFC at that time.It is my pleasure to know you and i was quite regretted at that time for not knowing you earlier.We had an enjoyable and memorable school life in form 4.Form 4 was really honeymoon year.
The disaster came when we were in form 5.We had lot of quarrels and arguments.Sometimes,i seem cannot agree with your opinions in some incidents.I did think that you were very stubborn and realistic.What you did must have a reason behind it.It was not the Kai Xin i knew before this.Sometimes,u pretended to be very fierce for u were the head prefect.But we think that it had a negative effect instead.Because the Kai Xin we knew is a cheerful girl and not used to be so fierce with us.It is very "annoying".Maybe it was because we cant adapt ourselves to all these changes.After all,what to be blamed was not you,it was the "head perfect" post.It seem like every head perfect have to sacrifice something esp. friendship.
Well i can see very clearly that you are changing to better now.At least i cant use the word "annoying" to describe you anymore.If you are still very annoying,then i wont went out with you for so many times aldy.And i wont waste so much money to sms with u and set u as my "active 10".It is still a pleasure to have u as my friend.Hope to see an even better kx.
Hope u will forgive me for pointing out your weaknesses.Dont be angry ya.
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
KEEP IN TOUCH O
Regret...
Hmm...today i made a choice that i think wil make me regret in the future.
Jing Ying asked me whether want to go to kl for FELDA interview together.However,i rejected her
immediately without further thinking.Before this,i had decided not to go mainly because of transport problem.Besides this,i do think if i go for the interview also,i wont able to get the scholarship too because it really very competitive.I will meet with many genius from different states.It will surely reduce my confidence because i can imagine that they are all outstanding scholars.It will only make feel small there.I hate that type of feeling.
I dont know whether i made the right choice or not.Maybe i should go and take it as a golden chance to learn new things and get to know more genius friends.But i am afraid it will only waste my time there(although i m very free and got nothing to do at home) because i have car practice tomorrow.If i go for the interview,i have to delay some more (i delayed for many times aldy just because of attending other interviews) and i am sure i wont be able to pass my car test before i go to study.Then it will all my money and efforts before this.I dont want all this to happen.
Then,i keep consoling myself i chose a wrong course when filling the form of FELDA scholarship.This is the only way that can make me feel better.I am cheating myself.I am cheating myself.I am cheating myself.
Hate to make decision.
Jing Ying asked me whether want to go to kl for FELDA interview together.However,i rejected her
immediately without further thinking.Before this,i had decided not to go mainly because of transport problem.Besides this,i do think if i go for the interview also,i wont able to get the scholarship too because it really very competitive.I will meet with many genius from different states.It will surely reduce my confidence because i can imagine that they are all outstanding scholars.It will only make feel small there.I hate that type of feeling.
I dont know whether i made the right choice or not.Maybe i should go and take it as a golden chance to learn new things and get to know more genius friends.But i am afraid it will only waste my time there(although i m very free and got nothing to do at home) because i have car practice tomorrow.If i go for the interview,i have to delay some more (i delayed for many times aldy just because of attending other interviews) and i am sure i wont be able to pass my car test before i go to study.Then it will all my money and efforts before this.I dont want all this to happen.
Then,i keep consoling myself i chose a wrong course when filling the form of FELDA scholarship.This is the only way that can make me feel better.I am cheating myself.I am cheating myself.I am cheating myself.
Hate to make decision.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
To CARYN
Ha Si Pui Pui u forced me to write tis blog.Sound like very funny but have to write also coz later u wil say "our friendship ends here" right?
everytime u like to say this sentence esp.when i didnt want to go out with you.Just because of this reason,our friendship ends in this way?haha.When u are really angry with me 4not going out with u,try to think of the sweet memories we had 2gether when we were in form 5.so next time,dont use this ridiculous excuse anymore ok?haha
Well,i know u care a lot about ur friends' feelings and friendship is far more important than everything (although not the most important) 4u. Tell frankly here,it is really glad to have u as my friends.I wont forget what u had done 4me.
I wil remember it for the rest of my lifetime and keep them deep inside the heart.Thank you 4giving me
a memorable form 5 study life although that study life was really hectic.
i have known u for more than one year aldy.Within one year,i dare to admit that i know ur personality very well.U are not selfish any longer.Instead,u are very willing to help other ppl.
However,u are still very stubborn.Hope u wont blame me for criticising u here.i guess maybe it is because u are the only daughter in ur home.Sometimes,when u are angry,u wont listen to others' opinions (occurred quite frequently after SPM exam haha).Learn to be more mature.
i m very confident that u can change to become better.
Less than one month time,we wil separate.At that time,u wil go to Penang,while i stil got chance to stay at muar.(feel like crying now)how i wish i can change my place with Pei Fen or Lishan,so that we can continue to study 2gether.But i think the chance is no longer exist.
Hope next time we can apply for the same local universities and live together under the same roof again.May God bless us.
Anywhere,FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
everytime u like to say this sentence esp.when i didnt want to go out with you.Just because of this reason,our friendship ends in this way?haha.When u are really angry with me 4not going out with u,try to think of the sweet memories we had 2gether when we were in form 5.so next time,dont use this ridiculous excuse anymore ok?haha
Well,i know u care a lot about ur friends' feelings and friendship is far more important than everything (although not the most important) 4u. Tell frankly here,it is really glad to have u as my friends.I wont forget what u had done 4me.
I wil remember it for the rest of my lifetime and keep them deep inside the heart.Thank you 4giving me
a memorable form 5 study life although that study life was really hectic.
i have known u for more than one year aldy.Within one year,i dare to admit that i know ur personality very well.U are not selfish any longer.Instead,u are very willing to help other ppl.
However,u are still very stubborn.Hope u wont blame me for criticising u here.i guess maybe it is because u are the only daughter in ur home.Sometimes,when u are angry,u wont listen to others' opinions (occurred quite frequently after SPM exam haha).Learn to be more mature.
i m very confident that u can change to become better.
Less than one month time,we wil separate.At that time,u wil go to Penang,while i stil got chance to stay at muar.(feel like crying now)how i wish i can change my place with Pei Fen or Lishan,so that we can continue to study 2gether.But i think the chance is no longer exist.
Hope next time we can apply for the same local universities and live together under the same roof again.May God bless us.
Anywhere,FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
Have to make choice again
I hate to make choice!!!
Who can make choice 4me?who?i m afraid that i wil make a wrong choice and wil regret in the future.Until now i m not sure what i want to study.Continue with my science studies or switch to art studies?i dont know.Really dont know
I m offered JOHOR MATRIC but i m not sure i want to go or not.The main reason for not going is that i made a wrong choice that time:i chose science course instead of art course.Should i go???
Both of my mum and sis encourage me to go coz can save a lot of money and he most important thing is:Johor Matric is very near to my house.
However,i have decided to study business few months ago.But after coming back from PETRONAS Educamp,my perception changed 360 degree.This is because a lot of my new friends there were offered perakaunan course for matriculation.Wow,their results are far better than me.i do think that within a few years time, there wil be a lot of accountants and business executives in the market.At that time,it wil be very competitive and harder for me to get a good job.Maybe i wil become a jobless ppl.i dont want this to happen.
Should i make rayuan to change to perakaunan course or continue with my science studies?
Who can tell me?
Who can make choice 4me?who?i m afraid that i wil make a wrong choice and wil regret in the future.Until now i m not sure what i want to study.Continue with my science studies or switch to art studies?i dont know.Really dont know
I m offered JOHOR MATRIC but i m not sure i want to go or not.The main reason for not going is that i made a wrong choice that time:i chose science course instead of art course.Should i go???
Both of my mum and sis encourage me to go coz can save a lot of money and he most important thing is:Johor Matric is very near to my house.
However,i have decided to study business few months ago.But after coming back from PETRONAS Educamp,my perception changed 360 degree.This is because a lot of my new friends there were offered perakaunan course for matriculation.Wow,their results are far better than me.i do think that within a few years time, there wil be a lot of accountants and business executives in the market.At that time,it wil be very competitive and harder for me to get a good job.Maybe i wil become a jobless ppl.i dont want this to happen.
Should i make rayuan to change to perakaunan course or continue with my science studies?
Who can tell me?
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Enjoyable Interview
Well this my 1st blog.B4 this i had a habit of writing diary when my mood is good or i had achieved something that i desired for a long time.
Nobody had seen my diary and i will never allow any person to preview this diary
coz inside there contain a lot of secrets.(i would never lie when writing diary)
A lot of incidents happened in these few days,some made me happy while the others
really made me sad.Ok forget about the sad things and let talk about the happy incidents.
On 10th April i went for an interview of FELDA at Johor Bahru with Lishan and Jing Ying.
It was really an enjoyable interview coz i really learnt a lot of things from there n made
a lot of friends there.The interview was conducted in group,whereby a group consists of 5 people.
I was in the same group with Jing Ying.
First,we were asked to introduce about ourself. However,we were not required to talk
about our family background or academic performance.We were asked to talk about our ambition,the things we did after SPM and etc.Next was the group discussion session.
My group chose a topic that was quite interesting(what will happen if the price of oil palm increases) and each of us was given 5minutes to elaborate and present 2points.
Then came to the last session which was the Q&A session.We asked a lot of things about FELDA and Jing Ying asked the interviewer how was our performance.
The interviewers were quite satisfied with our work and claimed that our group was the best among 7 groups.Dont know it is real or not.Hooray...
Before we went back,we were given RM50 each by FELDA.Thx FELDA.
Well i am very sure i cant make myself to the second round but i really gained a lot of
experience from this interview.Hope this interview will help me in the future.
Nobody had seen my diary and i will never allow any person to preview this diary
coz inside there contain a lot of secrets.(i would never lie when writing diary)
A lot of incidents happened in these few days,some made me happy while the others
really made me sad.Ok forget about the sad things and let talk about the happy incidents.
On 10th April i went for an interview of FELDA at Johor Bahru with Lishan and Jing Ying.
It was really an enjoyable interview coz i really learnt a lot of things from there n made
a lot of friends there.The interview was conducted in group,whereby a group consists of 5 people.
I was in the same group with Jing Ying.
First,we were asked to introduce about ourself. However,we were not required to talk
about our family background or academic performance.We were asked to talk about our ambition,the things we did after SPM and etc.Next was the group discussion session.
My group chose a topic that was quite interesting(what will happen if the price of oil palm increases) and each of us was given 5minutes to elaborate and present 2points.
Then came to the last session which was the Q&A session.We asked a lot of things about FELDA and Jing Ying asked the interviewer how was our performance.
The interviewers were quite satisfied with our work and claimed that our group was the best among 7 groups.Dont know it is real or not.Hooray...
Before we went back,we were given RM50 each by FELDA.Thx FELDA.
Well i am very sure i cant make myself to the second round but i really gained a lot of
experience from this interview.Hope this interview will help me in the future.
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